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[14 Feb 2006|03:29pm] |
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If all goes according to plan I should be moving in with Chris and Kariann sometime next month. I'm happy that I'm finally moving out.
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[31 Jan 2006|12:49pm] |
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Mike and Melissa just left my house. What a good morning I had. I woke up to them chucking rocks at my window. We went to the beach which was a bit windy, subway followed. To wrap up the morning we watched "Clarrisa Explains it all". Oh how I missed those kids.
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[27 Jan 2006|05:19am] |
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It is 5:20 in the ante meridiem. I have yet to sleep. I have been awake for too many hours and I have class in around 2 hours. Everytime I try and type hours it comes out like "arorws" for some wierd reason. I think it's because I've been typing arrows over and over for a game I'm making. Time for some coffee then class.
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[10 Jan 2006|01:29pm] |
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Anyone prepare a eulogy for newbloodsucks.com, which died today at 12:01 am?
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[08 Jan 2006|12:39am] |
out of pure boredom I finally took a stupid test.
 | You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.
Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.
atheism | | 100% | Satanism | | 100% | Buddhism | | 83% | agnosticism | | 67% | Islam | | 67% | Paganism | | 50% | Judaism | | 33% | Hinduism | | 33% | Christianity | | 17% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com |
oh I love the results
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[07 Jan 2006|11:00pm] |
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I'm wicked excited. As of around 11:00pm today I purchased angryian.com it won't be activated till around this time tomorrow maybe sooner depending on how quickly the dns servers can update.
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[06 Jan 2006|07:08am] |
Stupid Vinny making me post these thingies.
1. name: 2. birthday: 3. place of residence: 4. what makes you happy: 5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last: 6. do you read my lj: 7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it: 8. an interesting fact about you: 9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment: 10. favorite place to be: 11. favorite lyric: 12. best time of the year: RECOMMEND 1. a film: 2. a book: 3. a band, a song and an album: PLUS 1. one thing you like about me: 2. two things you like about yourself: 3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
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[01 Jan 2006|11:20pm] |

I have been reading this book non-stop it's amazing. I'm waiting for a news report about a wide-spread zombie attack. I fight and survive it. Anyways I start school tomorrow as a sophomore I'm excited. I have lots of work and lots of debt. I will probably be broke till february. Also the new years eve party was awesome. I couldn't have asked for a better date.
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[23 Dec 2005|12:55am] |
I don't get girls. Really I don't. I get so worked up over them, then I get annoyed, then I get pissed, then I feel bad.
Today sucked. I cut my lip shaving (I suck at it). It bleed for way too long. My shift went so slow. I'm broke until wednesday. I have to stop getting crushes on girls. It just complicates my life too much. Ugh. I need to get away from life but I can't. Too many responsibilities. I got promoted at my job a while back. So now it's a must I show up for work. School is killing me slowly. I haven't seen my best friends in ages. I must stop meeting pretty girls I get wrapped up and then I blow money on them. UGH.
I wish I could rewind time back a few months. I liked my job, I was dating Stephanie, I hung out with Dani, Steph and Jill on Sundays to play d&d (i'm a dork), I liked school a lot, I actually talked/hung out with my friends. My life was so balanced back then. Then BAM life hit me like a sack of bricks. I lost it all.
I don't program anymore, I don't read anymore, I don't even enjoy music much anymore. I just do what I have to do to get through life and it sucks.
I'm sorry that this rant didn't make any sense. I just needed to vent.
P.s. FUCK COLDS
P.s.s. FUCK COLDS that come back 1 day after they leave
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| My name is Ian Brown and I have an addiction |
[02 Dec 2005|11:09am] |
I officialy have a drinking problem. These damn Goya Cola Champagnes they are soooo friggin' amazing. I drank 5 of them yesterday and I'm drinking one now. This is the last bottle in the house and I'm already craving another.

SOMEONE HELP ME!
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Well I'm single again...and I don't think we are getting back together.
Well tonight is a good night for Ian, I get to get drunk. I'm going to a party for all the IT kids it's kind of a "Goodbye Freshman Year" party, but really it's just a reason to get drunk.
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[04 Nov 2005|06:59pm] |
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Stephanie and I are back together. :)
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| bad to worse to terrible to good |
[04 Nov 2005|11:53am] |
Yesterday was a pretty bad day. I woke up late and had to rush to school to take my Cisco midterm, which I failed anyway. Then I went to Buisness math and I don't get it and I have a test next week. I rush home so I can get to work on time but first I stop at my girlfreind's house and she breaks up with me, but wait it gets better. I then get to work late and my boss yells at me and my whole work day sucks.
Then Sue came over and Kristen, Sue, and myself all drank and watched movies and took silly pictures. That made me very happy. My head kind of hurts right now so I'm going to try to eat some stuff.
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[31 Aug 2005|09:38pm] |
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I spent pretty much all day yesterday with Stephanie. That girl makes me happy. I'm also out of that rut I was in and I figured out what my muse is, Lipton Brisk Iced Tea. I have lots of school work to catch up on and I signed up for all my classes today. I have Cisco 1, Buisness Math, Intro to VB.net, and English 2. Well I'm off to do stuff that doesn't make sense.
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[27 Aug 2005|09:37pm] |
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Something in my life has gone wrong. I don't know what it is, but for some strange reason I've lost all my creativity, inspiration, desire to succeed, just my drive in general. I haven't designed or even come up with a video game in weeks and my grades are slipping. I don't know when or why this has happened but I hate it. I need whatever this is to go away forever. This isn't some funny post and I'm not kidding, I hate what I've become. I don't even know what to say...
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[27 Aug 2005|12:20am] |
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I woke up today went to school and found out class was canceled waste of gas. I've had a stuffy nose for a few days but for some wierd reason I took a nap and woke up with a fever. I still had to go to work since I was working from 6-midnight. I took some stuff that kind of helped. I've been dizzy all day and what is the first thing they make me do when I get to work? Stand up on the belt, while still dizzy, and change a lightbulb. Anyways I'm home now and very tired I might watch the matrix and then its off to bed.
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[25 Aug 2005|11:50pm] |
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I hung out with Mike for most of the day. We went to guitar center and we both bought guitars, I bought a left handed yamaha acoustic and he bought some wierd guitar. Then we played video games and watched "Doctor Who". That was pretty much my day.
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[23 Aug 2005|12:37am] |
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I finally get to update my lj. I worked the past 5 days at the corn dog stand. I made some cash. I've spent a lot of it on cds and books. I have to put it all in my bank account so I can start with my online shopping. But that will have to wait till tomorrow. I drove Stephanie to work today, that girl has stolen my heart I swear it. I'm in an overall happy mood, it could be from the massive overdose of Ammonia I inhaled on Sunday (not funny really that was the scariest moment of my life). I bought a Jim Croce cd it is the best cd ever all the songs make me want to cry because they remind me of my childhood. I'm off to watch t.v. with Kris and Nick.
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[16 Aug 2005|07:45am] |
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So I'm sitting in intermediate programming and I someone just told me that today is midterms....fdjskfdsjl shit shit. I have missed so much school my student advisor has called my house. I'm wicked screwed I have to try and drop English 1 which I probably can't do since its so late. What happened to me? First quarter I did so well now I'm barely passing each class if not failing........
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